were so deep in me
wall masks
i know you
i know you like no other
more than you know you
so why’re you acting like you don't know that?
-why front?
last place
i know you told me you want to be alone
and seek the waters
so when the water gets too deep
when the sun sets and it gets dark
when the wind becomes too cold
i pray the footsteps
along the shoreline i left for you
when you started to swim
will guide you back home
sight
i have dreams of you
of us
i don't ever wanna wake up
i have visions of you
of us
and i wish you were the real you again
so you can see the bigger picture
our picture
the picture we created
sorry mother
it’s not me
it’s you
your foul energy
your ungodly soul
does not match my happiness
you are part of who i used to be
but today no more
i shall wash you off
exfoliate the trauma
and rinse it down the drain
i pray for your healing
hosea 6:1
god says he can mend, heal, fix, and bring back to life
what we think died
so do you think he can revive us?
intertwined soul ties
i hear you without you having to speak
i feel you without you having to spill
i know you without you having to front
-i still feel your soul’s spirit everywhere i go.
alive
i’m finding myself again
i’m healing
i’m loving myself more
i’m breathing more
i’m living more
i’m getting closer to God
i’m restoring the holes from the roots
that you ripped out of me
when you left with your love
love from a distance
i prefer my own company
my solitude is everything
respect my space
respect my silence
respect my distance
respect my no reply
respect my healing process
respect my days off
respect my bad days
respect my peace
know your boundaries
-please understand i don't owe
anybody an explanation.
my boundaries are not for you,
and they are not meant to
make you comfortable.
unapologetically me
i stopped apologizing
i started speaking firmly
i now speak with confidence
never will i dim my light
just to make somebody else feel comfortable
-that’s called insecurities.
1 corinthians 13:4-8
i know that if one doesn't love God the way i love Him
or love others the way God does
they wouldn’t be able to love me properly
-if it ain’t a reflection of what God
says love is, i don’t want it!
pet peeve
i wish society would stop portraying growth and healing
as an aesthetic post cause in reality it’s not.
it’s the very thing us humans try to avoid
without even noticing or trying at least once in their life.
it hurts, really bad.
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